So I was right … all this time … her feelings for me … have changed. It really did. You told me … that she didn’t feel the same it’s been 2 weeks. I’ve been having these weird feelings 2 weeks before … I was right … we are now on a break … I’m sure it won’t change a thing … we cried a lot … But still , I think these tears are just nothing … they won’t change a thing. I believe that it won’t change and we will end up being separated … I’m kind of giving up now … I’ve been hurt enough … now that she tells me that her feelings for me have been reducing … it’s pretty sad … I hate it … Jhay and Mikan … they all knew things. Been hiding things from me. I spent time with her today at her house , she showed that she wanted me to stay and needed me kinda. But I feel like, it’s only to hurt me less and actually give me affection. I’m starting to feel less and less … love between us is getting close to no more … I’ll have to wait and see what our break could bring us. I’ll hope for the best. Wish me luck tumblr … be with me … I don’t want to leave her … After all I’ve done … I still am thinking that I don’t deserve any of this. I’m happy that I’m lucky … I hope she wants to stay with me …