Please … can we be perfect together again … ? I’m tired of being depressive … it seems like you start to care less and less … I hate it … you don’t care about me anymore … ? Babe … you know I love you so much … Sometimes I don’t talk to you … because I want to see how much you will miss me … how much you want to talk to me … and the results saddens me. You don’t do anything … you just ignore me , you just leave me like that, don’t talk to me, don’t share anything. I know nothing about you, while you know everything of me … Please … I simply want our relation to be perfect now … Yes , we had a hard past … but … now it’s over. It’s time to move on … I regretted so much , I don’t want to keep going on like this. I want happy times with you … I’m so jealous when you are not talking to me but instead talking to your friends with a big smile. I ain’t the guy who makes you happy anymore. You don’t care if I don’t come and fetch you after work. You don’t care if I come to your house, you just say it’s my decision. You don’t want to see me ? I swear , I simply want to make things right once and for all … I’m tired … of being sad … I’m not happy these days … my mom is worried … she always see me in this state … When before, I was never like that. I was always cheerful. Babe , I want you to miss me … I don’t want to feel like I’m the only one who wants to have a relation … I want us both to be in it, not just me. I’m always asking myself … Will you really stay with me? I’m useless … as you can see … like the other time , making sushi , I work slow, didn’t know what to do, I am not strong , I am not tall, I don’t have a job, I don’t have money , no swag , nothing … There’s so many guys out there … with everything you could wish to have. Are you slowly getting over me … ? You really changed … the things you say doesn’t match the actions you do. You just say it to make me feel better … I’m always sad everyday … It’s like, you don’t need me. You only walk with me before school, then spend 10 min with me at dinner, then walk back home with me. And we barely talk, it’s sometimes just like that. Then when you are with your friends , you are so cheerful. You are happy. You enjoy yourself. Then afterward, you will forget that I’m here. When I come close to you when you are with your friends, you have like shame to be my girlfriend. Always rejecting me, pushing me away, like I was a guy who annoys you a lot. You know how I feel when you do that ? Like the other time. I just wanted a kiss ,you just tapped on my mouth and made me feel shame from others. Yeah , maybe from time to time to do that is fine, I can tolerate. But you always do that. There’s no limit. Babe, please, if you really want me in your life, show it. I’m showing a lot, sometimes, I just wait to see if I really am part of your life, and you do things that proves that you don’t care if I was there or not. I’m just someone who you can talk with when your real friends aren’t there. You are a total different person when you are with your friends. Babe, please, I really am in need of your affection … I want to be able to talk to you … I want communication … Settle things ourselves. I love you bb … <3