This is stupid.

When things just doesn’t add up , always weird things happening , something is up. I sense that … you are just going further and further away from me. I just don’t know anymore. What’s happening ? What I truly feel now, is that , you are just waiting for the perfect moment , to hurt me , to break with me. But now , you don’t have the courage yet. You want to find the right time. I just don’t … feel loved anymore. It’s all about your friends now. I disappeared from your life. I’m no longer anything worth in your eyes , not even in front of your friends. You truly love him don’t you … you just ain’t sure if he is feeling the same for you either. That’s why you don’t want to leave me. You ain’t loving me anymore. I just know it. I’m just being dragged along, like every other damn people say, I’m being dragged over ,our relation is over , from the time you stop caring and kept going toward your friends, spending way more time with them. No more time with me, it’s over. I don’t want to believe this, because I fucken want a future with you. Don’t you … ?