I don’t know,  I’m kind of getting tired of what you do. Maybe I did say that I would be ready for this and all. But now that I’m living it, I don’t want it. You being more with your friends , staying with me just on special dates or occasion … what’s the point of this relation ? I’m still glad that you care and come to me when you think I have something … but it’s not enough. I ain’t feeling it. I can show my love if you want , but I don’t get anything in return . You don’t show it to other people , you treat me like I was shit in front of other people. What I hate the most , is the unlimited memories you have with Siu. Always. I’m saying I’m fine with that. But hey , I just want you to notice. THAT I’M NOT OKAY WITH WHAT YOU DO. I SPOKE TO MANY OF MY FRIENDS CONCERNING YOUR TIME WITH ME AND SIU … THEY ALL WENT WTF … ?   IMAGINE ME … Hey , I’m constantly reading things about , does she really love you on google. And you match so much negative points. Everywhere is saying , she’s not the right one for you. Can you please show me that you are the right one for me … ? As of now , you ain’t really showing me that you want me in your life. You are just dragging me because you know I’m your little dog that will follow you. Honestly … I’m still thinking you have a big thing for Siu. You won’t let him go, you still love him , I feel that. I still remember … I asked you to not be with him , you told me … You can’t take him away from me. Alright … I can already see that … you are really attached to him. Just … sometimes … I’m mad … I don’t even want to do anything during the day , not even seeing you , just want to let you be with your lovely friends because … I feel that … you don’t even need me to be happy. You are already happy without me, and you like it that way better. Honestly … I ain’t happy these days. I’m just pretending . I just don’t want to create any problems. I’m tired of problems. Because I know your attitude , and you won’t do a shit to change.  Like I do.