Bad news … I learned that my lover’s mother simply … doesn’t want to see me anymore , which means , not be with her … Judy Diep … I really am … in pain … I don’t know what to do now … I can’t let this relation go … She’s lost now … I’m asking her questions … What do you want deep inside … ?  She says she doesn’t know … I want to be with her for the rest of my life … her being my wifey … I can’t … I don’t her mother to ruin our relation … She has to know that my feelings won’t change … I want to overcome everything with you … Babe please … Can we work it out … ? I know she is your mother … but … Will you do anything to be with me ? As I do ?  I know you have a lot of pressures … She’s your mother … But if you really love me deeply … You would do absolutely anything to be with me … I may have hurt you … I know … I regret that … And you tell me that your mother never wanted you to be with me … but to be with me to experiment how it hurts … and now you did … What happens ?  Ahh … Babe .. You don’t know how much I love you … I sacrificed things for you … do things that I don’t normally do … Just to be with you … I know you sacrificed  a lot too … But … If we really wanted to be together … we would do absolutely anything to be together right … ? Babe .. now I’m wondering … if you really love me or not … as of now … 4th March 2011 , 9:20 pm.  I simply don’t know … you are confused if you want to be with me or not … It hurts … because it’s so clear in my mind … so was yours … BEFORE you heard that from your mother … now … it changed completely … you are lost … you don’t even know if you really want to stay with me anymore … forever … I do … Babe … my feelings for you … WILL NOT CHANGE .   BECAUSE I FUCKEN LOVE YOU … I’M CAN’T CONTINUE WITHOUT YOU …. PLEASE … JUST STAY … IT’LL BE TOUGH …BUT …WORTH IT …. RIGHT ? PLEASE …. I KNOW ITS YOUR MOTHER BUT … JUST … KEEP IT SECRET … CAN YOU … ? For the sake of our relation … Babe … I can’t imagine myself without you … I’ll be … done … I won’t listen in class … I would of skipped everything … I guess … I’m already failing my chinese school … because … we had problems … I sacrificed that … my mother … always said … don’t fail at school. I never did … but now … I am … and I’m hiding this from her … I’m sacrificing something really … important to me …just for you … it;s the trust of my mother … the love of my mother … just for you … I really can’t… how am I supposed to tell her that I’m failing chinese school ? Use you as a reason … ? No … I can’t blame it on you … you are my lover … I have a future with you … The person whom i loved the most was my mother … and you are there too , as the person i love the most … yet , i sacrificed something really precious to my mother … Babe … please … just tell me it’s all some lies … I won’t be able to live without you … I can’t see myself being happy … Just stay … Please … I’m giving everything to you … My life is in your hands … don’t let me down with an answer that I don’t want to hear … give me the one that I want to hear … Don’t break up … Please … simply … please … Babe … I’ll do anything to be with you … <3