It’s so hard to tell if you are tired or mad …

Even if you tell me you are tired, I feel like you are just telling me you are mad and simple don’t want to tell me.  The way you answer me , the way you talk , that awkward silence. I simply don’t like it. I’m worried , you told me you got abused , and you had an evil aura when you asked me did you believe me i got raped ? I felt pressured , what else could I think of ? Of course I thought you were kidding , I don’t think about the negative side. I don’t want anything bad to happen to you.  Please .. tell me I’m just thinking too much and you are alright , don’t scare me like that. I simply love you soo much .. I don’t want anything bad to happen to you .