April 2011
5 posts
April 8th 2011 ...
So I was right … all this time … her feelings for me … have changed. It really did. You told me … that she didn’t feel the same it’s been 2 weeks. I’ve been having these weird feelings 2 weeks before … I was right … we are now on a break … I’m sure it won’t change a thing … we cried a lot … But still , I think...
Obvious
It’s getting more and more obvious. You don’t need me. You can be happy WITHOUT me. What I am doing still here? Am I just being dragged along ? I’m tired of this. I said to myself… show it to me that you care for me and you want to be with me. From what your actions means, you just don’t care anymore. I’m not worth fighting for now. We just keep filling...
4/5/2011
Job interview for Judy.
He was the last guy I wanted to see with her. I always told myself she wasn’t with him. Always had doubts. Now here I look, there he was with her. I didn’t want to see this. I think this is over. You’ve been lying to me. Fuck you. You better make things right. I’m tired of this. Siu was there. You tried to lied to me that he wouldn’t be there....
Seriously.
This is the truth. I fucken want to talk to you. I fucken want to settle things. I’m tired of being hidden stuff, I don’t even hide anything. You don’t speak up. You are lying to me. Tell me the truth. Is it going to stay like this? Or it’s going to change? I fucken want to change things and make things right. Only if you fucken want to help me and let’s do it...
Babe ...
Please … can we be perfect together again … ? I’m tired of being depressive … it seems like you start to care less and less … I hate it … you don’t care about me anymore … ? Babe … you know I love you so much … Sometimes I don’t talk to you … because I want to see how much you will miss me … how much you want...